Love.......Again

Screaming in pain,
I lay on the barren land
Wounds inflicted upon my head
My heart and hands
Screaming in vain,
I lay under the scorching sun
Nobody came, Nobody came

It was then i swore
Never to love again
Never to give my heart away
Never inflict myself with pain
Those words i engraved upon my heart
and my heart began to say:
Nobody enter, Nobody enter

But then out of the shadows
There came one so fair
This one was different
If she were not mine, my heart would tear

At the memory of her deep brown eyes
my pen bleeds on this white sheet
I took a sip of that beautiful smile
I never knew venom would taste so sweet

I fought, Oh how hard I fought
I did not want to fall in love
Didn't want to wear a crown of thorns
After being blessed by the Holy Dove

I tried to outrun love
I tried to run away
I tried to jump the great abyss
But miserably did I fail

This world is spinning around me
Her beautiful face is all I can see,
Her beautiful voice is all I can hear,
And upon my cheek falls one happy tear

I dont know if this will last
Or if ever she'll be mine
I dont even know if I deserve
This Godess, this creature Divine

All I know now is love
And peace enveloping me
Even if she is never mine,
She'll always be a part of me